Oh So Tired Of Being Sick

My tonsils are swollen and I feel weak. I really just wanted to let everyone know that this sucks and also actually post something on my blog. One day I'll post about:

• League Of Legends
• More music
• My apartment next year
• Computer Science club
• The wonderful food in Bloomington

One day...

New Year, Same Laziness

I haven't made a post in over a month. This particular post is mostly just another one of those "I can look back at this and say I actually posted something" ones.

Anyways, the semester is off to a good start. My classes seem interesting, my schedule is good, and I'm generally happy. I have a mental list of goals, which I will now type out:

• Expand my taste in music
• Eat (somewhat) healthier
• Try more food places in Bloomington
• Get better at League Of Legends (post still coming)
• Become more assertive

I'm sure there are others but that's some of the big ones.  I'm still waiting for a Coke Freestyle here in Bloomington...

Christmas was really nice, I got a lot of things that I wanted.

These are just a few thoughts that I would've blogged at one point were I not some kind of lazy ass.

Anyways, I'd like to get a real post on here in the next few days. Here's hoping!

Drinking Martinis By Myself

It's 10:48 and I'm lazing in my room doing nothing. I haven't done much of anything the past two days.

For starters, I've felt rather sick. I've had constant stuffiness, headaches, and allergies. It's not so much that I can't do anything, it's that this particular combination makes me extremely not want to. I mean, I could get people together, but why bother?

Anyways, I guess I just want to feel like I'm doing something. I'm hanging out on turntable.fm right now. I cashed a check, ate some hot sauce, downloaded a game and watched some movies, so I guess I've done stuff, just not anything remotely productive.

I leave you with this. It's my new new favorite thing ever:

Well Needed Rest

It's but a few days until the semester is over. I've got three finals and then it's back to Beech Grove.

I'm really looking forward to a lot of things...

• Firehouse Subs in Beech Grove where I'll be eating there pretty damn frequently.
• Seeing my friends! I miss everyone quite a bit and ThanksChristmaGiving will be excellent.
• Having money, because I'm RUNNING OUT.
• Christmas! Christmas! So much Christmas!
• No homework to interfere with League time.

I could go on but honestly I don't know why anyone would care what I personally am excited for anyway. The point here is I'm excited for the semester to be over. It's been a good one though. I feel like I've grown a lot. I've gained friends, had a lot of new experiences, and I believe become a more responsible and mature person overall.

That really sums this up I suppose. I'm really just procrastinating studying for finals right now. Seemed like as good an excuse as any to make a blog post.

By this point I could make a damn post about posts I want to make.

In Rainbows

So I stopped the music thing on this blog. No one was reading it...

Anyway, I feel pretty perfect right now. I'm at total peace and just feel really great.

I'm very excited for break, specifically ThanksChristmaGiving with everyone back home.

One day, I'll post more on here. One day...

Just Saying

I'm not dead. Mostly a reminder to myself here. This way, I can look back in a month when I post next and pretend this counts.


Also, I may or may not be delaying studying for Calculus. I should blog about my hatred of Calculus.

I hate Calculus.

A Gaggle Of Morons

I'm currently located in the basement of Forest A Tower, hanging out with the group of people I've got to know so well over the course of last year. I guess I don't think about the fact that I've only known these people for less than a year. I mean, I didn't even start hanging out with a lot of them until 2nd semester.

Just a thought.

Like A Ghost In The Static

Do you ever wonder if there's a point to anything you say, or if anyone finds it remotely interesting? What if it's wrong, or makes you look stupid? What if it's something you won't agree with tomorrow when you think about it, something you just said in the moment? How do you know when you're clear in mind, not just believing it? Which thoughts of yours are the ones you really mean? What if you can't figure out what you think about something? What if your perception of reality has become too warped to accurately assess a situation, even when you try? Why do you try?

Why am I even writing this? So I can get a pity comment? So some jackass friend can post something about how no one cares? Am I vain? Do I think I'm important? Witty? Clever? How can I tell if I don't think I am or I'm just being humble (or pretending to be)? Can one lie to themselves?

Just a bit of thought I'm going through while not studying.

Dancing Yellow Robots

So, I'm back in Bloomington...

You Used To Be Alright, What Happened?

I really wish my iPod battery hadn't gone to hell right now. I'd just like to play some music and take a walk, but that can only last for about 15 minutes before my music is gone.

Feels bad man.

Running On Empty

I find myself up until ridiculous hours this summer.

It's likely the cause of my waking up so late.

Anyone else not heading to bed until after four?

I know it's not JUST me.

The End Is Nigh

It's so close to the end of the school year.

That is insane! It's become so normal to me, being here.

Summer is going to be crazy. I'm very excited for it though. All four months of it.

In other news, this weekend should be awesome. I'm extremely excited for it.

In other other news, I hate ear buds. I go through them like freakin' candy. They need to start lasting me more that a week or two. UGH.

I keep feeling like I want to write a long rant on here, but I can never muster up the energy. I've become so damn lazy. That's why I started this thing, as I previously said. Not sure how well it's working...

Decline In Posts

I want to say that I'm obviously not posting as much as I started out as. This is a problem. This blog helps me to stimulate my thinking and provides an outlet for my thoughts, opinions, rants, whatever...

I need more sleep. I'll blame it on that.

Back To Bloomington

This time tomorrow, I'll be asleep in my dorm room.

I'm gonna miss Beech Grove. And yet, I miss Bloomington now.

I suppose when these are the hard things in life, life is good.

I've Got Nothing To Say

Seriously. I don't. I haven't done much as of late. I did just listen to The Strokes new album. I guess I could post about that later. I don't even know why I post all of these. I KNOW that no one wants to read them. I guess I feel that if I'm not posting anything, I'll fall out of the habit. But, why stay in the habit if it is pointless?

Anyway, I'm full of pointless things. Just ignore me.

Being A Loser

Pretty much what I am doing at this moment.

Any of you IU peeps doing anything? Care to share?

Lazy Daze

I've done nothing for hours today.

I am extremely okay with this.

While I may be bored, my stress is basically melting away.

Feels good man.

I'm Back!

Back in Beech Grove people!

If I had a bed right now, I would totally be posting about my awesome plans and the peeps here and at IU.

But I don't, so my legs hurt.

Remind me later then!

That Stupid Paper Is Getting Done NOW

Seriously.

The Accursed Project

I hate this paper.

I know it will get done, but...

Not without a fight.

Ugh.